Recently I had an enjoyable evening with neighbours. When asked how I was doing, I surprised my self by saying that I was feeling grateful. Some explanation was needed.
Canon EOS M10, 14-45mm, 15mm, ISO 200, 1/60, f/8. July26, 2022. Linden Coulee Campground
Mostly I am grateful for having nothing left unsaid. For our entire married life we started each day telling each other how much they were loved, and we ended each day the same. Toward the end we talked about everything and multiple times during the day we ensured that each knew how much they were loved. The last words Maria heard were how much we loved her, and the last words she spoke was how much she loved us. How many couples can say that? I am so grateful for that!
I am exceedingly grateful for the time we spent together. Each of us left work early and we got to spend lots of time with each other, going many places and doing many things - so many adventures. When time was becoming short, we saw many sunrises together. I will always be grateful for the Linden sunrises!
Canon EOS M10, 14-45mm, 44mm, ISO 200, 1/13, f/8. June 13, 2022. Linden Coulee Campground
Canon EOS M10, 14-45mm, 15mm, ISO 200, 1/25, f/4. June 13, 2022. Linden Coulee Campground
Also, I am grateful for the support of family and friends, and the support of total strangers who took the time to reach out and support - us first, and then me in my grief. I don't think you get through grief on your own, and our family has been amazing.
Canon EOS M10, 14-45mm, 41mm, ISO 400, 1/800, f/13. Masy25, 20222. Peter Lougheed Provincial Park in Kananaskis, Alberta.
You and Maria were and are loved so much. Your kindness amazes us. And Maria’s love shines through you. We are fortunate to say you are our friend.
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